The Rose
Story
Ivan
Turgenov
The last
days of August.... Autumn was already at hand.
The sun
was setting. A sudden downpour of rain, without thunder or lightning, had just
passed rapidly over our wide plain.
The
garden in front of the house glowed and steamed, all filled with the fire of
the sunset and the deluge of rain.
She was
sitting at a table in the drawing-room, and, with persistent dreaminess, gazing
through the half-open door into the garden.
I knew
what was passing at that moment in her soul; I knew that, after a brief but
agonising struggle, she was at that instant giving herself up to a feeling she
could no longer master.
All at
once she got up, went quickly out into the garden, and disappeared.
An hour
passed ... a second; she had not returned.
Then I
got up, and, getting out of the house, I turned along the walk by which—of that
I had no doubt—she had gone.
All was
darkness about me; the night had already fallen. But on the damp sand of the
path a roundish object could be discerned—bright red even through the mist.
I stooped
down. It was a fresh, new-blown rose. Two hours before I had seen this very
rose on her bosom.
I
carefully picked up the flower that had fallen in the mud, and, going back to
the drawing-room, laid it on the table before her chair.
And now
at last she came back, and with light footsteps, crossing the whole room, sat
down at the table.
Her face
was both paler and more vivid; her downcast eyes, that looked somehow smaller,
strayed rapidly in happy confusion from side to side.
She saw
the rose, snatched it up, glanced at its crushed, muddy petals, glanced at me,
and her eyes, brought suddenly to a standstill, were bright with tears.
‘What are
you crying for?’ I asked.
‘Why, see
this rose. Look what has happened to it.’
Then I thought
fit to utter a profound remark.
‘Your
tears will wash away the mud,’ I pronounced with a significant expression.
‘Tears do
not wash, they burn,’ she answered. And turning to the hearth she flung the
rose into the dying flame.
‘Fire
burns even better than tears,’ she cried with spirit; and her lovely eyes,
still bright with tears, laughed boldly and happily.
I saw
that she too had been in the fire.
With
April
1878.
With
affection,
Ruben
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